Del’s 💭

Thoughts of the day today were pretty hard to narrow down to just one to talk about. Today i went dress shopping, which if you’re anything like me, you hate, especially on some days more than others. Today was one of the days I just couldn’t do it. I couldn’t even pick out dresses because I knew i’d hate them on me. I tried on one and just called it a day, got in a mood and couldn’t shake it. I hated it so much. I see all these girls around me in these gorgeous gowns, not even, it could have been such an ugly dress but it just looked gorgeous on  them . I felt like crap about myself. I just wanted to go home, even though i drove 3 hours away for this. My friend also wanted to try “raising canes” for the first time and the plan was dress shopping then food. After not eating all day, i was excited for this plan, but right as we stepped into the boutique i wasn’t even thinking about it. The absolute last thing i wanted to do was, eat. It took a while but i realized no, i’m starving li...

  I think a lot into things, maybe a little too much into most things. I always have so many thoughts that I just have to let them out, I think that’s why this little blog will help, even if  no one reads it. I am just able to get it out….  One of the things i think about most is truly how crazy it is how people change. I truly believe people change, some can do a full 180. They become someone you never would expect them to have become. On a personal account, i used to be someone i didn’t like being. it sucks to admit but i was for a bad choice of words, a bitch. i didn’t care about really anyone but myself and some close to me, but should have cared more for them. I did a lot of things that i am not proud of, but don’t necessarily fully regret. Actually, i don’t really regret anything that i’ve done. Yes, poor poor decisions were made and some shouldn’t have been made at all, but i’m also a firm believer in everything happens for a reason. If some of the most big things ...