2/10

 Sooo obviosuly the daily posts are not going to happen for me. But, Ive uploaded a lot of poems, writings, etc that I wanted to share. Life has been so amazing and I really stopped caring about what people think of me and truly have been the absolute happiest I have ever been... in Miami. :) I truly hope one day everyone can start living for themselves and doing things they enjoy, it truly is so much more fun and life finally starts to get good, especially when you begin to appreciate the little things. 

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